New header!!!

Just realized I could add a custom header now! I’m so excited…sorry that you now have to look at a giant picture of ME ;)

for a laugh…

When I first started this blog I was discussing with DH (who has never read my blog) that instead of naming him everytime he was mentioned, I would just call him “DH” for “Dear Husband.” He chuckled and then said it should be “AH” for “Awesome Husband.” I laughed back at him saying that I [...]

Last time I promise.

Even though I really liked the previous layout it just wasn’t practical…hence the change. Sorry for any confusion but this one works better I think.

new look…

Trying out this new theme. I think I like it better. Although the example showed pink in the header…wishing mine did as well. Oh well. We’ll see if i keep it.

so its been a while…

I haven’t posted in a few days…mainly because I try to forget about everything thats going on. But it always come back. It’s always there…in the back of my mind. I’ve been trying to contact the “scheduler” at my RE’s office. With no luck. I’ve left two messages. How is it that I can schedule [...]

It’s a slow process.

The constant nervousness I feel is slowing melting away. There are moments when I think about the surgery…or even the word cancer…and I cringe. But I’m coming to terms with things…I just need time to digest everything that has happened in the last few weeks. I’m a pretty healthy person and (knock on wood) I haven’t [...]

An encouraging word.

So I’ve been meaning to share the Bible verse that inspired the name of this blog. I’ve added it to my “about” me section but I’m posting it here as well. I hope it encourages you as it does to me: God proves to be good to the man who passionately waits, to the woman who diligently [...]

Why am I so nervous?

My DH and I are getting phone calls to schedule some tests. We’ve decided not to go any further until we’ve saved up some cash. So why am I so nervous to call and just say that? I guess I’m afraid they will question my decision. Convince me in some way to keep going. In [...]

Trying to process.

I’ve had a couple of days to reflect on everything thats happened these last couple of weeks. Well as much as I can with a sick husband in bed. We as a unit haven’t discussed much since Monday but I’ve dont a lot of thinking. Too much thinking…the kind that keeps you awake at night. At [...]

A little therapy…

I realize from surfing the web that there are many women who suffer from reproductive afflictions. I find I can’t talk to friends and family since it also involves my DH and I feel it is important to respect his privacy. On the other hand, I usually feel quite alone and have no one to [...]