A letter to friends and family…

This is a letter I have been putting together. If you have anything to add PLEASE comment me. I really want to give my loved ones a heads up on what to expect through our adoption :) What exactly is domestic infant adoption? This is the adoption of a newborn or very young child whose [...]

fog.

I’m not even sure what to type. I’m numb. We turned down a possible opportunity today. For a baby due in just 3 weeks. This hurts more than I can express in words…..

… and I’m back.

I just can’t stand it any longer. Having two blogs seemed logical in the beginning… well, I guess it still is considering the content on this site (my dad does NOT need to know about my sex life!) but I find myself kind of in limbo. We started the “adoption” blog for friends and family. [...]

Adoption updates…

If you are interested in keeping track of our adoption, I am blogging the progress on a different site. If you look on my blogroll just click on the first link “A Child For Us.” It’s really been amazing so far :)

My “Belly” pic!

Well here it is… in all its glory… my official paper pregnancy! Ain’t it purdy ;) Let me just tell you it is such a relief to have some of that stuff over with… too many introspective questions! I think my brain might expode ;) But seriously, it has made DH and I talk about [...]

Needles…

Well before I get to needles I guess I should give myself a pat on the back for finishing up my PT for Vaginismus! It was bittersweet for me…and I didn’t expect that. I really don’t think my therapist had any idea what she did for me…but it was profound. I found myself getting teary [...]

Adoption Brain?!

I’ve heard countless times about pregnant women forgetting things, otherwise known as “pregnancy brain” and I’m beginning to wonder if the same thing happens to women undergoing adoption. This is why: At the end of January we were sort in between prelim and formal applications. I had read up enough about the process that I [...]

Special Delivery!

  Found a nice thick envelope in my mailbox from Bethany Christian Services yesterday. I guess they like us enough to let us fill out the rest of the formal application :) Thank goodness I sent off for our birth certificates and marriage license last week. Here is a list of things we need to [...]

Testing fate…or faith?

It’s been over a year since I’ve allowed myself to roam aisles full of baby things. There was once a time when I walked through the sea of pink and blue with lots of hope and promise…I wasn’t pregnant…but in my mind I could have been. I could have been like every other mother roaming [...]

It’s gone!

Sent out the application yesterday evening! DH called with the finishing info…I typed it in and hit SEND. Ball is in their court now. So the constant E-mail checking and waiting begins…again ;) I guess I’d better get used to that! Chopped all my hair off yesterday. Not sure how brilliant that was. My neck [...]

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